Monday, May 19, 2008

A Day Full of Blessings

I can't even begin to express all the different feelings and emotions I felt today. What a day full of blessings. When mom came out of surgery and mustered up all the energy she possibly could, took a deep breath; which was so hard for her, and said "I love you guys", I could hardly stay standing on my feet. I felt so much LOVE I could have burst! I can't even tell you how much it meant to me to spend a day with my siblings. I hope our plan to make it happen more often and to bring us all closer together pans out!! I'm looking forward to it. Thanks for lunch Koby! It meant more to me to go to lunch with you guys than you'll ever know. I will hold it dear to my heart forever! How much better could the day have been? Mom is okay, we were all together... a bitter sweet day. I believe that mom made the decision in heaven to go through this day, just so all of us kids could remember how much we mean to each other and how much we LOVE each other. I LOVE you all!! Konae - come home!!!!! I miss you!
Oh yea, one more emotion, ANGER when that nurse told me to leave the room for crying!! LOL! :)

3 comments:

Twins & 2 Moms said...

I second that.. What a wonderful day full of miracles, and I believe mom, that you are absolutely right, Grandma made the decision in Heaven (wow what an amazing person she is), I LOVE HER SO DANG MUCH!

Kami Su said...

I agree. I knew as I was driving to the hospital that everyone was in the waiting room while mom was in surgery. And just thinking about it I kept crying. All of us together waiting for mom and praying for her. It was so sweet, and meant a lot to me too. I love how we don't see each other a lot, yet we all are comfortable around each other and have a lot to talk about. F-A-M-I-L-Y huh? I love you all. It was a day I will cherish too. Bitter/sweet for sure!

BJ said...

Okay you guys, I thought I had cryed all of my tears before the surgery. I am the lucky one. I can hardly believe just how blessed.